yuri yuri yuri. my mind is all about the separation that is nearing us. day by day, hour by hour.
olright, went out with her yesterday, skipped CT. hoho. (and i got a detention =D shall elaborate later)
we went shop for her heels for sch! alamak, we went to SO MANY a lot places! in wisma, its unbelievable, but we cant get a NORMAL plain working heels. went taka, CANT FIND EITHER! we practically looked for EVERY shoe in orchard ler lah! and she tried and tried. hoho, CANT get.
well, then went far east to alter pants. saw quite many heels there, but the price frightened her. it was about 30bucks. too cheap! lols. no security, will hurt terribly!
hahahah, and so, she didnt buy. hmms, then, when we WASNT looking for it, we saw a heels! its white though, she needs it too anyw. SEE? whenever you want something, you'r just NOT gonna get it. until you forget about it.

hmms, she's leaving this sunday. which is, FOUR DAYS later! yes, and shes not coming back, for god knows when. then, i'll be alone. i feel so friendless lah! it feels like a BIG part of me is gone.
things will nv be the same. i'll not want to go out anymore. i'll not remain happy and go all crazy anymore. i can nv laugh like how i used to. i'l forget how to shop. i'll forget what best friend feels like. i wouldnt know how to spend money, how to play, how to have fun. i'll change, to someone who studies whole day, no more going out, cos nobody is able to replace her, and going out with any other person is just so not the same. i have no idea how much of our memories will still remain, what's more, our LEGEND! we have THOUSANDS of legend! only UNDERSTOODED by xiao6! i have so much to say, too great a love for hr that no words can describe it. i tresure our friendship more than anything else, more than i feel for my family, more than what zhiying means to me.
now and then, i'd feel sad and have urge to cry. yea, it happened this morning. i cant bear the thought of it. but XIAOXIAO! you asked me NOT to. hoho. very xinku one eh!! waliew! abuse lorr! hahah, later i hair gu how??

oh my gosh gosh, will blog when my first tear for yuri drop. =)) lols.
xiaoxiao! i want thing that link us together!! i WANT! i wanna be reminded of you, i want to at least know that you and i had the same thing. i want it to be ON me, or rather, IN me. (just like my genes) and then, four yrs later, it shall be REUNITED! lols.!

i'll become a nun when you leave. i really will lah! i shall YU SHI GE JUE.

back to life, maths nearly killed all of my brain cells, so STRESSED lah!

hoho, i did detention just now! HAHAHHAHA so fun lah! theres 13 of us. then we actually had to scrub the tables in classroms der. but a call saved us! we were brought to the hall, to distribute some posters to the jc2s. yea, then the j2s were LINING up, so we had to 'distribute' then! this gong gong teacher so gong! mistook us for the j2s, then she asked us to QUEUE up! we tried to explain but she said, YES! still, need to queue up! gogo, go behind!
HAHAHHA. WE NEED TO QUEUE UP FOR DETENTIONS? lols!
yea, after that, she realised we were there to help out.
hoho, and do you think we really 'did' the detention? the HALL eh, ppl playing badminton and wushu there lorr! ended up, the teacher did the 'detention' and we chatted away, becca joined in the badminton. lols! so excited lah! i told becc "lets pon afew more tyms! to get more detentions! hahahaha."
olright, but we had to serve 16hrs of detention for every one day that we skipped.
i need to serve 32hrs! ^^

ahh! i cant stop feeling depressed. can i trade? to prolong this period of tym? with my... hello kitties? zhiying's posters? brasil? korea? ferrari? soccer bf? funds for shopping?? ANYTHING lah! as long as i can spend the maximum tym tgt with her.

xiaoxiao! pls do not end up like lao renn kae?? DONT WOLS! hahaha.
and, i love xiao too!
but ppl dont love me! WHAHAHAHAHHA.