xiaoxiao! i've let you down! i tried to stay strong! really! i held back my tears. but it eventually dropped. but! only TWO drops! one at a tym! LOLS!
olright, i cant take this, my heart is too weak! i really cant take it!

stayed home today, thoughts just entered without warning. i thought if XIAO'S crap and all bullshitts! then of cos! i had to smile! he is forever so WHAT THE HELLs.

but right after that, thoughts of your departure ran across. my smile fade imediately. i mean, im NOT narrating, but its just so true. thats what happened.
xiaoxiao! i didnt prepare yesterday as the last day of seeing you cos i prepared FRIDAY AS! i hope nth goes wrong and you can come out during that 5hrs.
i CANNOT TAKE IT if yesterday's meeting was the LAST tym we see each other!.

have no idea what will happen to me, or to us. mayb after these sadding and all, we'r gonna forget bout each other the next moment. mayb we'l turn out like yanting. have no news of, and doesnt chat often, will be busy with our own life and postpone our catching ups.
but pls? do not ALLOW that to happen? cos you guys meant way TOO MUCH to me. i love you.
nothing is gonna replace sisters in my heart. i SWEAR, NOTHING. ever.
xiao6! the next tym we are reunited, we may have our own career and have become mature adults. no more of our crappings and legend. the past will turn into memories.
end of teenage fun. fullstop.
but no matter what, the things that we have done will live in me. i have nv felt this sad before, nv have i cherished a relationship this much.
maybe this is what we call fate?
sincerely, truly, i wished us to be sisters in the next life. if there isint a next life, let us be friends forever this life? do not let us be separated, not by distant, nor our age, or even, the different paths we'r gonna take.

im gonna be a nun ler lah!!!
oh my gosh, and tears is running down now. yuri! you'r only in indo and im weeping like crazy. what happens when you'r in swiss jack?!!

SISTERS ROCKS. !


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