everything came crushing over.
and i thought yuri's departure was bad enough.
ive
-became ultimately poor.
-lost my keys.
-quarelled with dad
-lost my satisfactory from shopping
-found out a horrifying truth
-lost completely to another girl
-accepted things as they were even though its the most unacceptable
-lost someone impt in my life
-cried and cried and cried
-got to know about the DARKEST world

overcoming all odds was what ive been trying to do and the only solution i could come up with is to cry my hearts out.
four years of friendship is not worth few weeks of relationship.
to think i was the closest to him.

from now on, anywhere with him, theres NO ME !
I HATE YOU!

i have only sheng by my side.
im shattered.