Tuesday, November 07, 2006
4:23 pm
today's topic is on kong yek peng. my "kor"well. the bond btween us was one of the strongest.he was, i would say the first best friend i had in secondary.it all started with a few smses and we grew to become the so called 'god siblings.'he acted like a true brother to me. many a time i find myself looking up to him, respecting him.he is a rare guy who is extremely thoughtful and concerned about his close friends.i have no idea since when we met a stage whereby we could somehow understand each another telepathically.it was so so true that you could actually read each another's mind and yes, i had that experience.once, i'd only have to look into his eyes and he knew exactly what i wanted to ask.it was amazing the philosophy of "there can never exists a pure friendship btw a guy and girl" was overthrown.the little details he made was enuf to make me feel blessed.and so, he taught me all the things that i had problems with PATIENTLY. no matter how fed up i may seem.i had never loved a guy so much as in terms of a friend. he was the only one.i never hesitate to admit I LOVE KONG YEK PENG.and sincerely, i swear it was purely in terms of a sisterly love.however, all was changed with a "do something about it, or else im not gonna talk to you anymore."it came from his mouth. all becos of a girl he'd barely known for 6months.he'd changed.
throughly. to someone i didnt use to recognise as.after what he'd said, my heart was broken. i swear. it sank.and yepp. till now, we hasnt been on a talking term.sad as it might be, im over it.what he did made me unable to trust guys easily as the one person whom i trusted most proved that my trust was misplaced.the memories i had of him will never be erased. its all too amazingly wonderful.mom called. "do you want laksa?""yes, i wanttt !!!! eyy. but i want mee siam too!!""aiya.. buy me two lahh.."she came back with a bowl of laksa and another of mee siam.omg. i cant believe this. lolol. and yes, they're my dinner! =D
sel poivre et l'eau
