Saturday, January 06, 2007
12:14 am
hi, im back. but im sad. ='((first thing first, R.T.T:
VIC-toria.-hahah, sleep sleep sleep? sound like a ZHU lah!dont throw the face of a taekwondo-er okie?!
jing- hahah, eh,, i think so too eh, where else can you find a primary sch class still keeping in contact after... 1,2,3,4,5,6 YEARS?! omg !! woo` B6!! WE ARE POWOAH ! ;)
yg- lol. now i see him i only feel like puking lah.. he is DAMN sissy ! arh, nvm, yg, just close your eyes and finish the year. its dread for everyone of us. =((
chin-hey, what torture? na li you?? im such a kind kid lahh. =P eh, you SURE you wont end up sitting there 'carry weights' while chatting hurr?? hahahah. i think your sweat will be cos of all the laughs lahh..
bubu- hello ! i miss you also! i so hate sch lahh. dont mention OG. haiss... AND WHAT THE?! 'it's often a source of amusement' ?! I FEEL LIKE STRANGLING YOU LAH! its bcos of friends like me that you guys have a longer lifespan okayy??
billy!-your methods KILLS lahh, i promise. hahah. i can NEVER build abs except by laughing. BILL !!! HAIS. ..
rick- wuahahah, stories? i thought you critisized my way of blogging? wuahahah. takes HOURS.
phoon- YESH! we survived! and im so proud of myself! i thinkk QR possessed me on that day lah! 3essays in 2hrs! ohh.. great. I HATE PEAR! AND I REFUSE TO DO! =P
graceyyy- i miss all of the PFDS. im getting all emo without you ppl by my side lahhh.. please say you'l stay ???? =(((
starting with.. wednesday, which was the first day of sch.
that was my unluckiest day EVER.
i do not wish to talk about it.
thurs was.. bad.
today, its worst. =((
some internal feelings.. olright, i feel that ME, my, is not all that bold, daring, fun, interesting person.
these days of orientation made me realised ive been wrong about myself. that i am not how i usually appear to be.
maybe its becos of him?
maybe its becos i cant interact with strangers? (but do you think thats possible? i dont knw,)
maybe im just not cut out to lead.
or maybe i want my pussys back?
or maybe? i only need more tym.
maybe. . .
my day went... ///// \\\\\\ /\/\/\/\\\\\\ (they'r strokes of ups and downs)
you know? i could actually stare into blank space and start wandering in thoughts of self pitying.
or just have a BLANK mind.
okay, thats it.
i regretted joining.
i regretted thinking highly of myself,
i regretted being THERE.
im starting to hate 07/sch.
maybe the unluckiness on the first day is a foreshadow?
maybe . . .
sel poivre et l'eau