i rlly doubt myself being a part of the family.
it's always over useless, childish, unreasonable, meaningless, trivial matters.
yes, i may appear to be the favorite child,
owning all the freedom,
being the decisions maker,
getting money whenever i ask for,,,
but if concern was shown, those words wouldnt have been said,
those things wouldnt have been done.

it's amazing how i could run out of the house at night in tears yet no one bothers to call - not even an sms.
for each time i return, it'd all be forgotten and fine.

this pretty much explains the reason for prioritizing my friends yea?
it is always the friends who stays with me in my darkess moment.

oh, fuck it.

olright, towned with sheng on thursday- our no-school-day!
i wanted a bag from FCUK.
no particular reason though. i only wanted to buy something.
but finally decided it's not that nice. thus, i'll go back to it when i have nothing else to buy. =P

shop..
shopped..
sheng bought accesory from ALDO..
i was contemplating the above :
-two bags fromALDO,
-shades,
-MNG pullover,
-ZARA jeans,
-jacket,
-heels,
or buy whatever they have in ZARA.
boy was i smitten by a heels from nine west.
it's gorgeous.
sheng said "we half half?? "
huahah ! the power of L O V E.

shopped..
he bought a pullover from pull and bear.

im STILL empty.
jeans topped my shopping list.
yes, i love the jeans from zara.
however, if i get it altered, it could turn into two happy jeans altogether!
it's becos of ang mo's existence that ppl like ME can't get a proper jeans.
BOO`

ended up w a ZARA dress.
lol. its random.
cos i rlly rlly wanna BUY SOMETHING.

combed the entire town.
paragon's no exception.

hmms.. got some korean stuffs too.
we were soo drained.
thanks to school, steminar for shopping went ZOOM~ . Down.

yesterday was aww.. so- happy.
im proud of myself eh!
muahah..
merps, ferps, grace and wana as promised, were absent from school.
im ALL ALONE with the abnormals for lit as barqs and mirah do not take lit. GREAT.
and! being kind, the school bestowed us an additional hour of lit in replacement of the JC2 test.
WOW` i spent two hours of lit lect with the four heavenly queens.
that wasnt all !
there was lit tutorial at the end of the day too.
an hour of tutorial in a room with one hairy monster (that's mr spencer) + three queens.
+ a Loh Manying =))

despite all that, i paid 100% of attention, i PROMISE.
ohoh, and went for PE too ! imagine a class of twelve minus the usual hangouts plus the abnormals minus barqs = the happy manying and mirah.

WUAHAH, but hello? me and phoon SNEAKED OUT OF SCHOOL for bubble tea DURING pe !
lolol ! the tcher only said "not to run home" and "not to leave the school"
she missed out "not to run off and return "
we returned eh !! =DD

damn funny.

dance was dancing.
lol.
the pussys went for dinner after school.
the amount of fun was zomg LARGE.
the level of noise and laughter was ZOMG highest.
and the love shared was zzomg interminable.

i love 127 to bits``
and feli too, obviously. =D

oh, HAHAH.
you know arr. it was sooo. HAHAH.
okie, i was transfering bus at a Hougang bus stop.
there was this SR guy sitting there. i was standing here.
then comes along his bus.
he boarded and i remained here.
i so happened to look into the bus when it was driving off.
only to see that guy waved me goodbye.
i stared, think, turned and look behind me. NOBODY ELSE WAS AROUND!
walao.. gave me the creeps man !
HAHAH.

olright, my sis was back last night.
after two loongg weeks.
HELLO YOU!