i didnt wanna blog, but theres too many happenings today, i had to jot it down.. somewhere.
what will happen to our class as of tomorrow?
i dont know, and i dont wish to lose the two of em as friends.
although we may not have been on close terms, nobody would wish to have a splitted-up class.
nevermind about the "FUCKING LIARS" as what mer calls them.
they are LOSERS and we all know it.
what im disappointed in is, they could flip the story and say "no, it's not me. we didnt do it."
when we are ALRD in it tgt. when we are ALRD facing the music as a class. when they ALRD had nth to add on when Mrs Kuang asked.
yet what was their story after she left? THAT THEY WERE INNOCENT.
oh, WOW.
how true eh?
ah, well, i forgot that they had no conscience at all.
when they said "no" right infront of grace's face, my heart sank.
it's a joke!
dont you think ?
crying and laughing at the same time was the only thing we could do.
it's a JOKE that they were able to DENY of the act they've done.
oh WOW, right infront of our faces too.

FUCKING LIARS is what i'd call them too.
i declare them as MY ENEMY.
i swear.

i wont generalise those who said that and those who hasnt bcos deep down i still believe that they are different, different from those liars.
i'm keeping my hopes ..
praying..

but now, 'we have only each other'.
i dont dare to say "dont worry, count on me, i'll stay by your side ALWAYS"
bcos truth has proven me wrong. time and again.

and so, im starting to realise what dad said has always been right : dont trust anyone. there is no true friend in this world.
to think ive always blame him for having that mindset.

IRONY

on a lighter note, HAHAH, it's dad's big day.
and i had to tell him "your daughter is facing a disciplinary act" on this day.
i bet his birthday wish is to marry me off.
wanna bet?
=P
happy birthday, dad !
your daughter loves you.
(and your money) =))

and,, another thing is...........................................
I GOT BACK MY PHONE!
just an hr ago?
nah.. judy wont DHL it to me.
its SHENG SHENG SHENG SHENG sheng sheng sheng!
i tell you, if anyone were to prove me wrong in believing my dad's mindset, it'd be sheng.
okie, yuri included.
but sheng arrr.
i tell you.
over the past YEARS, sheng has ALWAYS, w/o fail, been there for me.
at my lowest, down-est, happiest, craziest, ugliest neediest moment.
i could still remember vividly during my sec sch times..
when i frantically came online having loads of research and work to do, he'd pop up and "busy? need help? what are you searching for?"
my intention was to tell and make him go off yet the next thing i see was : all the links to the stuffs i needed!
even before i get to start on my research
and they were REALLY useful.

yes, that is sheng for you.
EH, we werent even close at that time hokay?

hah. and this time, he offered to help when i lost my phone-when i was all stressed up.
unfortunately, i pisses him off which im really sorry for.
despite that, he went on to help.
i mean, who'd care if you lose your phone or not lah!?
still go through all the trouble of getting it back when i myself am so pissed w that girl that i gave up on my phone?!
sheng is goddamn nice lah, i promise, chop, guarantee!
albeit the fact that he had multiple activities and were ten times as tired as i was during syf period.

OMG, im gonna tear.
HAHAH.

last of all, im gonna say : jingsheng, i cherish you. (though i always take you for granted arr... =X )