Monday, June 11, 2007
5:19 pm
cherries are nice fruits.but the first being MANGOES. =Dim cherry-ing. !i THINK i woke at 2pm.i THINK lah.anyhow, dad only gave me thirty bucks !for no reason actually.but he said "come t me only after youve run out of money."WHAT CAN THIRTY BUCKS DO MAN ?!?!?!?!nevermind, i love him.his rational behind not giving me too much money is being afraid i'll run away from home again!wth lah.Ling is off t camp.HOORAY.~im being rather paranoid, but i have a feeling yuri and i aint going strong anymore.i feel insecure.im definitely NOT a lesbian, yet i have no explaination for my feelings towards her.lol, abit sick hur?its so strong a bond i could give up all other things for her.doubt this is commonly seen amongst friends.hello, im not emo-ing.im rlly worried here.that the distance will tear us apart.that when she return, nth will be the same anymore.of the different lifestyles we'r leading now.or rather, we no longer find each another as entertaining as we used to.you know, being so far apart, nth is within our control anymore.i dont want jimmy, i want yuri.i dont want koreans.i want yuri.i dont want hello kitty!i want yuri !i can forgo money,i only want yuri !i dont need shoppings or tannings or feasting to cheer me up,yuri's presence will do.sadly, nothing is in my control. lifes unpredictable.
sel poivre et l'eau
