yo baby, i've been an ineffectual man at studying.

i never stopped telling myself "I WANNA GET INTO THE UNIVERSITY."
looking at the graduation pics of cousins just makes me feel worst.

however,
I WANNA MOVE HOUSE!!!!!

lolol.
random?
not rlly.
dad got into a heated argument w our tenant yesterday.
"ITS EITHER YOU PAY UP OR YOU MOVE OUT.!"
"NONONONONONONO!"
was his way of rejecting any kind of proposal by the other party.
(i admit my dad is a difficult person w deal w)

but ho!
aint i glad!
cos vacant house means 0.1% chance of moving in??
though ive been pleading w him over the past ten years.
his answer has always been "NO."
SIGHHHH.

nobody seems t be on my side!
"too far luh!"
"not convenient!"
"havta walk very long "
"too big, its scary at night."
"WHO KNWS THERE MIGHT BE SNAKES?!"

i wanna faint uh!
do you not knw that walking up and down e stairs everyday could MAYBE bring my weight down??
and i so wanna decorate my room!
i NEED A ROOM T DECORATE W!
(though i alrd have one now)
but thats not e point,
the point is, I WANNA MOVE HOUSE!!!!!!
a change of environment is always good.

sadly, sis told me,
"no chance alrd luhh... somebody is gonna view the house tmr"
@#$@#%&*(^$#^$%@#$@#^$%&$#$% !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELLO DAD?!
YOUR DAUGHTER HAS BEEN IN THE QUEUE FOR TEN YEARS ALRD!!!!!!!

oh anyhow,
theres gonna be a row over there later,
it seems that the person who refuses t pay up refuses t move too!
"no money still wanna live in sucha big house."

yes, so dad is gonna ring up the police,
if not, bring em t court maybe?
HAHAHA.
SO DRAMATIC.
but imma stay home TO MUG!
I WANNA GET INTO THE UNIVERSITY!!!!!

THEN I BUY A HOUSE MYSELF!
HMPH!