apologising for the wolsness of blogging. =P

THREE DOWN, TWO MORE T GO .

ask me about A's?
i'd say its generally olright.
workable.
not that im confident about it though.

HOWEVER, chinese was terribly done.
was super off form that day,
at my second question, i was alrd panicking.
not bcos i found it difficult nor did i lose my time management,
but bcos i was taken aback by the question- it is too standard.
the standard question w the standard answer that we've read over and over again, studied a hundred times.
and knw what?
it is those standard questions that i COULDNT DO.
weird, i knw.
but im better at doing challenging questions.

therefore, from the second question onwards,
i was never calm.
thoughts of "what if i fail chinese?"
"what if i dont get an A or a B or a C ?"
"what if everyone around me gets into the U while im left stranded?"
"if i cant score in this subject, i can forget about the rest"
..
..
..
came floating in my mind.

i shouldnt have allowed this.
i knw.
but i couldnt help it!

and so, i broke down after the paper- not immediately though.

SIGHH.

all i pray for now is, the year next in YJ wont be a torture.

on a lighter note,
dad is revamping the house.
anyone who sees the plight of the house now would believe we are moving.
the beds, cupboards, tables......
are all dismantled.
and the movers are coming anytime soon t move them away.
yeah right. at my examination period. -.-

AND TODAY!
he told me t pack my stuffs.
discarded 15 watches. yeah. FIFTEEN. some of which i forgot ive once owned it.
woo. ive reconciled w so many things!
hahah.
hello kitties and jimmy were everywhere!
and stuffs bought from overseas gave me headache Hong Kong, China, the States, KOREA ESPECIALLY.
cos im reluctant t dump em though they are pretty much useless.
and...
...
...

then..
..
..
i stretched my hand in the cupboard,
and grabbed a black substance in a plastic bag.
ooked at it, and my immediate reaction was....

LET GO OF IT, AND SCREAMED!

guess what was it?
HAHAHAH.
it's a bunch of hair.

lol. im not gonna narrate a ghost story here,
dont worry.
its just a bunch of MY HAIR.
hahahahhaha.
im not a psychotic whatsoever,
but you knw? i love drastic changes?
so i'd always transform duper long hair into short ones.
and as a memorial, i'd request them t be left intact.
=DD

after hurling it at my dad and sis, i couldnt stop laughing cos i realised i was frightened by my very own hair.

okay, then, i was calm,
stretched my hand into the cupboard again,
I FOUND TWO MORE BUNCHES !
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
and then again, i was frightened !

lol.
i took their measurement.
28, 30 and 38 respectively.
HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
i promise, im rlly not psychotic !!
;)

and dad is so unfair he's only repainting my sisters' room.
he's not gonna bother about mine!
saying its all well and pretty (just bcos i maintained it well! )
butbutbut!! i can paint it on my own!!
so, ANYONE INTERESTED IN WORKING FOR ME?!
REPAINTING OF THE WALLS IN RED FOR $1 PER DAY?!
please please please please !!!
jebal ~~

hahah.
cheap labour.

we'r gonna go furniture shopping after my A's !!!!
(at times i rlly wonder whats so joyous about that since im not gonna get good results anyway)

anyhow, yuri and dajie have been telling me about the trip, asking me t work hard and all.
that rlly made me feel bad.
=(

olright, ive only myself t blame.
for not doing what i should have done long ago.

SIGHHH.
leave me t emo for the next minute.................................