towards the elder sis of mine,
theres only HATRED.
nothing more, nothing less.

yesterday was sucha BLAST.

i shall leave out all the standard-like carnivals for all alumni,
besides gg ard hopping into embraces and gets rejuvenated by reminiscent talks,
we, the bimbos / PussyFats of the school of cos,
spent half of the day in THE toilet.
we basically pee-ed,
do up hair,
laughed,
admired each other's beauty,
and CAMWHORED.

it was AN HOUR in that 'you yuan' =DD

the feeling was great,
and until our sch finally emerge rich one day,
the event will go into repetitions.

felicia, jia, man, phoon, mui, yinmei and xuan.
the seven beauties walking out of the sch sure did attracted glances.

DAMN, it would double our attractiveness should cone joins in too. =(

it was such a short time spent w her, im hungry for MORE.

anyhow, my suggestion of dining at the STALKER CAFE was realized.
i have no idea how t describe it.
but, it seems we cherish each other more now that we are in the working society.
seeing each another,
relishing good old memories,
its all awesome.

i mean it.

then it was HUBBING.
hahah, we acted exactly like tourists,
gg shopping on our own before meeting at the movie time.
i got a red pants,
finally. =)
but somehow, i regreted =(

oh well.

caught 27 dresses,
i felt most uncertain of myself after seeing the girls gg all 'awww's and 'ahh's about marriage.
whereas i remained anti marriage.
you knw, girls rlly ought t be touched, or even dream t get their perfect weddings after inspirations by the movie.
but all i felt was a tinee bit of being moved at the very last part.

i turned t yinmei the first thing we got out of the theater.
in my most sincerity about getting an answer, i asked:
"do you feel anything ?? "

she said "yes"

and commented "oh man, she's rlly gonna be the last person t get married."

gosh, i was filled w uncertainties instantly.
i wondered am i the only girl on Earth that felt so strong against it?
am i only normal?
or should i feel somethg for it?
or that it's just not time yet?
maybe when the right man comes along, my mind will all change?

i've NEVER wanted so much t have a chat w someone in my life,
Yinmei was an exception.

i dont knw why, but i kept staring at her,
trying t check out her thoughts after the show.

hahah, so then, while xuan drove mui home,
she and i had a heart t heart.
or somethg that sort.

i dont knw for her,
but there was this special kind of chemistry for me t her.
it's weird, and kinda late only t discover it now that we are all on our separates.

xuan came back.
yinmei " okay, xuan, you drive her home, and i'll cab t her house, i wanna have a chat w you."
xuan " okay lor."
me " no, wait, might as well xuan drive you home while i go back on my own?!"
yinmei " no, im worried about you, i cab t your house"

there was a short arguement until we finally agreed t " why not we just stay here, and chat all tgt?!"

hahah, yeah, so we went t Mac and all things aside,
we poured out hearts out.

it's rlly easy, and w/o worries,
we told of our untold secrets.

told ya i had this chemistry for her alrd.
=)

i got home at 1 plus,
and couldnt go t sleep,
this morning i couldnt sleep in more too,
sigh, its the symptoms of immunity,
again.