Friday, March 21, 2008
2:52 am
take a look at the time now,
i got up t get a glass of milk, t make myself go t sleep.
its been getting worst,
initially i only couldnt go t sleep until 1am,
then it extended t 1.30am.
and 2am.
now its THREEE.
even reading up chinese novels aint effective in putting me t sleep!
blimy, i've gotta tune back my bioclock by NEXT WEDNESDAY!
oh yeah, realised i still havent told you about my starting of sch next wed.
theres quite a fair bit of stuffs that has happened.
okay, so im gg back t yj next wed lah.
yar lah.
AND GUESS WHO'S CLASS IM ALLOCATED T BE IN??
KELLY KEE KELLY KEE KEE KELLY!!
muahahhahaha,
so long, we'r continuing our classmates affinity. =)
went t ngee ann yesterday t do math w jia,
having XIANG as our teacher :DD
you have no idea how much warmth that is!
it's jas' birthday today and we went for sakae buffet.
i TELL YOUUU.
i've never ate so little in a buffet YET felt sooo full before!
it's all becos of the two girls who CANT EAT MUCH.
so i ordered the normal serving size i always did, and i died.
you knw, i never used t understand why ppl need t stuff sushi rice under the plates becos we DO get t finish everythg up!
until just now,
i did the same thing.
so much so that we came up w all sorts of ideas.
we dropped rice into miso soup,
we stuffed Gunkan into the wet towel packet.
and after the meal,
jas and i simply couldnt stand up straight.
we went right into the plum shop t get plums.
(it aids digestions, if you dont knw)
it got much better after we tried on clothes.
(due t exercises you see)
i bought TWO THINGS =))
im just hairpee tuuday !!
woolala~
okay, here's something i would like t clarify w friends.
good friends of mine should understand how important this year means t me,
even if you still havent realise,
im telling you, my determination is so strong im gonna do well for A levels this year.
im willing t change my attitude towards school work,
willing t change my lifestyle t meet the demand of A levels.
yes, meaning t say,
i no longer will be the manying who's known for her steadfast attitude.
not that 'loyal' in the sense of me doing everythg for the sake of friends.
i will, and have t turn down many dates.
not becos i dont care about friends anymore, but becos i have a future t fend for.
im only allowing myself t go out
twice every month, inclusive of out t study.
even if i stray, i'll still be reporting t dad on my whereabouts.
and let him be the judge, let myself be guilty.
but it's all for the short six months,
im gonna give it my all, and
resume t my old self afterwhich. (hehs`)
i promise i wont be a stranger manying after six months.
so please? if you know what i mean, and how much i cherish this chance, do understand me when i reject dates.
no hard feelings here, but im sure ppl who cares will be supportive enough =))
and to all the kind hearted souls who volunteers t give me tuitions,
giving free consultations,
im really grateful,
really.
Gamsahamnida !
and so, im still wide awake -.-
sel poivre et l'eau