Tuesday, April 01, 2008
7:47 pm
to the many doubts,
actually i've long decided to stay in YJ and retake A's whether or not i get admitted to SIM.
so their reply wasnt rlly affecting me, just that it makes me feel better to know at least my results aint poor to the extend of getting rejected by them.
hah.
but that was ACTUALLY.
can you understand? when you knw you have more than one route t choose from, you'll tend to have second thoughts?
yea, im experiencing it nowww.
especially when looking at econs notes, trying to get essay structures in head, i just feel : i've alrd tried and done this, yet this is what i get.- what's the point? sort of thoughts.
it's a sense of disappointment in myself.
but OH WELL,
i cant possibly let these thoughts corrupt my mind.
im alrd in it, taken the route, chosen it,
surely i aint giving up just becos of this
lil problem eh?
I AM
PARK MANYINHO.
i decided on it, begun on it, and have only one possible outlook, that is TO GET INTO NTU.
trust me, keep your faith in me, friends who care, im gonna do it.
do it do it do it.!
motivations, keep me going!
went to PS w jia for a short while where we met jun and fel, it's rlly nice seeing the oh so lovely familiar faces back again, rlly.
esplly cherishing it now that im back in sch uniform.
today's Seung's birthday. (provided he doesnt lie t me about it)
i tried sending him a mail, but it failed.
it's rlly saddening when you dont own a single contacting method of your love,-not even an email address, to top it up, i wasnt even aware that his departure was our day of separation.
i miss him,
but he couldnt feel it.
i yearn for him,
but he's probably leading the best of life.
i feel sad over him,
though i may not even be on his mind.
nevertheless, im wishing you, Seung Jin Oppa,
Saeng chuka Hamnida!
catchya soon people!
loves to all <33
sel poivre et l'eau
